Scared, Excited, etc.

I went to the MD the other day for another appointment. My iron is still very low, despite being on an extra supplement. She measured the baby, and says he is perfect. My blood pressure is still incredibly low, 100/60 to be exact, which is good since I was preeclamptic with Brendon. I was kind of bummed when the MD told me they probably wouldn't do another ultrasound unless there is some sort of issue. I don't want issues, but I would love to have another one. She couldn't tell if the baby is turned the right way, so I have another appointment in two weeks to try and determine that.
I have been having panic attacks almost daily. I am not sure why I am so apprehensive about having another baby. This baby was planned, down to the day, and I really want another baby. I just don't know why I am so nervous. I mentioned this to the doctor and she said that she could medicate me, or wait to see if it goes away when the little guy is born. I went off of all medication a few years ago, and I don't want to be medicated again, so we will just wait.
The nursery is getting there. Eric cleaned out the room, and we are going to start painting this weekend. I now have my stoller/travel system, changing table/dresser, and my crib. Things are really starting to come together. Our colors for the nursery are: lime green, baby blue, and navy blue. Maybe I will feel better when the nursery is all done. I promise to post pictures when all is said and done...